Emotions??? Yes

Mood: Happy with some sleepy
Eating: FULL!!!
Drinking: Nothing
Playing: Soul Calibur 3 baby!!! XD
Watching: Cars
Listening: Cars


I'm talking to him on facebook right now. I won't say what we're talking about. It's not awkward, it's just stuff personal stuff. And I'm just feeling... Hm... Something about it. Happy? I guess. I'm tired... And the more I talk to him, and the more I'm talking to Maizie (she's in love with her cow chain!!! :D) the more I feel... I don't know. For some reason I'm feeling left out. It might be just because I'm tired, but yeah... She has a girlfriend, he has a girlfriend, and most of my friends have someone. It sounds like I want to be with someone, but I don't really (Right now anyway).
  You know it's funny how life changes. I mean in the big picture it seems to stay the same, but us as individuals... Well we all start out the same. A baby that cries when it wants something. So why do we all grow up differently? I mean take away the environment and the luck issues, but who was the first person to be different? Oh well. I'm just bleh right now.

 Here are some pictures I drew! :D I can't color so these are.... yeah... BUT I WON'T GIVE UP!!! Because my false optimism will always become my real optimism!!! And when I am down, I will pick myself up! Because I hate being sad and down and all stupidly emo about life! And wow I haven't changed at all through the years.

A Snowy Day in Spring

Mood: Happy
Drinking: Orange Crush
Eating: It was cookies but now I want string cheese
Playing: I might play Soul Calibur 3 later
Listening: True Colors-Cyndi Lauper

Welp. I lost the bet, so now it's double or nothing! XD I actually knew I was going to lose. :3 Because boredom is my enemy!!! *shakes fist in the air* WHY BOREDOM?!?!?! WHYYYYY??!?!?!??!? Heehee. I'm odd. It's still snowing! IN SPRING!! Grr.... I hate it when it snows longer than it should. Oh well. Life is life. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
  I've been feeling like singing like I'm black. OH WAIT I AM!!! Well half anyway. ^_^ So I think I will! But before I do that... I'm gonna laugh at myself and how I'm such a loser. Which is fantabulous!!! I love being a loser. Because it means I have personality!!! :D I mean the jocks aren't all bad. Same with the preps and what not, but I hate how they're too similar to each other most of the time. Welp. Oh well....

So I forgot what artist on Deviantart drew this but I LOVE THEM!!! Isn't she so cute?! <3 Ah refreshing...

This is my character Ixa. She was completely a last minute! XD And I love her sooo much! I'm glad I added you Ixa! Ixa Ixa <3 <3 <3

Soul Calibur is in my top 5 favorite games (It's my favorite game that's in a series) Amy is my second or third favorite. I love Talim first, then Sueng Mina and Amy are in a constant battle for second! XD I HATE RAPHAEL THOUGH!!! He is totally amazing, but he just creeps me out.

Once again, I forgot the artist on Deviantart, but this picture... Man... I actually want to make a video where the words are doing this because it's just so beautiful and amazing! But sadly I cannot. Not with my equiptment! XD Kingdom Hearts is also in my top 5! I'd say it's around.... number 3 or 4. The only problem is it's becoming like Final Fantasy. Amazing games, but waaay too many. I think they shouldn't make anymore. Or make just one more and it sums up everything we need to know about it. Plus I don't like playing games once the main character doesn't seem to be in it anymore.

I love this couple!!! XD Kairi with Riku... I don't know. Riku just feels like that cool loner that won't ever settle down unless he finds a girl just like him. So I think that's the kind of character they should make for Riku! Awww I can see it now... Now I have to make a fan character about that!!

Ah! Now this game is number 2 in my top 5! XD It's just so.... SO AMAZING!!! T^T The only thing I hated about it, was that the first time I though (oh it's not really over) it really was over... So now I want to get Okamiden, even though I heard that the ending is depressing. Oh well! Just makes it that much cooler!

This is in my top.... 10 or 15. It varies depending on my mood or what I played. I hated the ending, so I really want to play the rest of the series! I mean you just don't end a game like that!!!

Ah. Now this is my favorite game of all time!!! I mean it's a 90's game so the graphics suck but... It's just too amazing!!! The story, the characters, the length, everything!! I kind of want them to remake it with better graphics... I would like a sequel if they kept the characters looking the same, and didn't have voice actors.  And better graphics of course!!! I mean really?! If they kept the graphics they did way back when, they would be done with the game in a year! And then everyone would be disappointed! T^T

My top five games list:
1: Skies of Arcadia
2: Okami
3: Tales of Symphonia
4: Kingdom Hearts (the whole series included. Hated the gameplay of 1 though)
5: Legend of Zelda series. (WHO CAN RESIST?!?! XD)
    I'm always shocked and appalled when I find out that people don't like Legend of Zelda! I mean I understand when it comes to people who don't like video games, but the gaming nerds that don't... Well yeah. Whatever that's their choice.


OH NO THE SNOW IS STICKING!!! DX Now I'm mad... Haha! Not really. I'm more melted. What? I don't get it either. ^_^ You know not much is happening lately. I feel kind of over him. Kind of. That could easily change sadly. So instead I'm going to laugh at what my friend did to my face today. She tried to make me look like a fairy but halfway through wanted me to look like a pikachu... So I had weird colors on my forehead, but HUGE RED CHEEKS!! XD It was hilarious!!! Heehee. Ah no matter how much I rant about them, I love my friends. Well I didn't take any pictures today so instead I'm just going to show you some random pictures! Oh never mind. Weird glitch so they've already been put up above!!! XD

I LOVE YOU!!!

Mood: FULL!!!
Eating: Macoroni and Cheese
Drinking: Milk <3
Playing: Soul Calibur 3
Listening: The same thing as the last few posts

 OKAY!!! Let's get the drama part over with first. So he's finally choosing the girl! (YES!) And I'm getting that much closer to being over him. :D Because lately I've been feeling like I like my friend. (Ewewewewewew EW!!!) He's one of those guys that you like, but you hate at the same time! And I'm trying to tell if he feels the same way, or if we are just closer now. I can't tell...
 I feel like I'm going to barf because I ate waaaay too much. But I'm happy that I'm full. :3 I think I got my friend's cold.... I've been feeling nasty all day!! Ugh... Anyway... I don't have much to say so I'll just give you pictures!

BEST MANGA EVER!!! (Akuma to Love Song)

RANDOM I LOVE YOU!!!

My home work. I had to draw a picture of Stalin

Two of my five favorite art books!

So yeah. I love you guys, I think he likes the person that's wrong for him (he should have chosen the other one!!! WHY>?!?!?!?!?) And my phone keeps laughing at me!!! (You know how when your phone is on vibrate and it sounds like it's laughing?)

P.S.

I forgot to add this in today's post. I'm feeling like this song for some reason. (No I didn't make this video and blah blah blah) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_TL9YFemic&feature=related

Feeling: Lost
Reading: Princess Bride and Nightschool (manga)
Drinking: Diet Pepsi
Eating: Donuts. (Yummy!)
Playing: Maybe Animal Crossing Later
Listening: Anthems for a Seventeen Year Old Girl-Broken Social Scene

  I keep listening to the song above because I have this really cool music video idea for it. I'm going to put a poem explaining it.

They were in love. They always were.

But one day he decided to change.

He went from being the rebel poser,

that never hid who he really was,

 with the best smile in the world;

to the boy that pretended to be someone different

 and with a high and mighty attitude.

And with the best smile in the world.

She was still in love with him.

But not the new him.

Now he seemed… Unhappy.

Why did he change?

Whenever they passed in the halls,

Silence. Sad eyes. Awkward feelings.

Perfect smile.

She woke up to him outside her window.

She went to see him.

He hugged her.

Every day his car was outside her house.

Every day he slept on her floor.

Every day he wasn’t smiling.

She felt sorry for his pain.
She did everything in her power to make him happy.
She did ANYTHING to make him happy.
Just to see that glorious smile of his once more.

No.

It was much more than that…
She wanted him to be as happy as he could possibly be!
Even if he never smiled again.
At least he would be happy.
But soon…
She got tired.

So she left.

He followed her.
When he found her he grabbed her hand.
They looked forward into forever.
For hours they stared at life.

Then she let go.

She walked away.

He stood there.

Then she came back.
She hugged him.
He kissed her.
And soon afterwards he became his old self.
The rebel poser, that never hid who he really was,
with the best smile in the world;
Instead of the boy that pretended to be someone different
and with a high and mighty attitude.
And with the best smile in the world.

So the kitten that I have named Fish was in my basement today. It was snowing and I didn't want her to get cold!!! She's getting along with my cat a bit better. Not by much though! So I let her out when I got home. I just hope her real owners weren't freaking out....

Some punks at school thought that would be funny. Sad to say they were half right.

   So here's my snowy day. I find it hilarious that you can't see the snow in the photos! Okay it's not that funny. it's just interesting. I love it when it looks like Ireland! It does today and that makes me HAPPY!!! So there was a rainbow yesterday while it was hailing. It was BEAUTIFUL!!! It just seemed like magic really existed for a moment. While I was running through the hail, I felt like I was in a romance movie. Like the girl that was looking for the guy because something was wrong with him, and she was wet from running through the rain, but she couldn't find him so she just stood there for a second, then went back home.... It felt AWESOME!!!

Feeling: TIRED!!!
Reading: Princess Bride
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: TOO FULL!!
Playing: Maybe Okami later
Listening: Anthems For a 17 year old Girl- Broken Social Scene

  So I had a really weird day. My friend put makeup on me, and now when I walk around I'm trying to figure out why people look at me weird then I'm all "Oh yeah! Bree attacked my face with colors!" I look like I got beat up, and my blood is a bunch of bright and happy colors!!! :) So I'm still not over him.... Sir Drake is Sir Drake (With the gorgeous Queen Tali!)... Sigh. Oh well. I'm not in the mood to feel like a bad romance novel! Instead let's think of my life as an animal story right now!
   So there is this cat in the neighborhood, and we think the owners abandoned it. She always comes to my house for food, and I'm really sad because it's going to rain, but I can't let her in.... So when I'm done with this I'm going to go look for a box!! Now I'm wondering if the people even moved. It's just wrong to treat a pet that way.
    Okay so my parents are in LAS VEGAS!! I think I said that in my last post... But anyway so my siblings are here to watch me. It's fun because they play games with me. I love playing games! Especially board/card games. Not sure why. Right now they're sleeping so I'm just chillaxin' on the laptop. I really want to talk to him. But I have to get over that! It's just hard. Especially because of our bet.
   I still won't say what it is, because it would just embarrass him AND me. So let's just say that P and M are bad and whoever goes on the longest wins!!! I think I said that in the last blog as well!!! XD The Regular Show is a mix between funny and stupid. Sometimes I think it's hilarious, but right now I'm just kind of... Eh. It's dumb. ANYWAY!! TIME FOR A PICTURE!!!

  I went to In and Out Burger with the siblings and took a picture of a cup! Not sure why. O.o Anyway thanks for reading!!

A Lazy Sunday

Mood: Pleased
Listening: I'd Do Anything- Simple Plan
Playing: Solitaire
Eating: Cookies
Drinking: V8 and Diet Pepsi
Daydreaming: Pirates and Fairies in my own magical world

So my parents are going to Las Vegas for a week, and my brother and sister are coming to look after me. It's going to be a mix between fun and SHUT UP BRO!!! Because he'll be nagging me about my homework, but he'll play games with me. So it's kind of... Yeah. A so-so situation? I guess...
 I've been thinking about him again! So annoying. Why does it take an eternity and a half to get over someone? And it doesn't help that we still flirt at all!! But! I plan on winning our bet! :3 Especially because the last time I did what I did, I ended up bleeding EVERYWHERE! So I don't want to do that again... Ever.
   You know what's funny? I get random nosebleeds. Kind of like in anime, but it's never when looking at a hot guy or whatever. It's more along the lines of waking up in the morning, and I'm trying to brush my teeth, but I just bleed all over my mouth instead. Which brings me to my next point: zombies.
  Lately I've been into zombies. Not sure why... But I've decided I want to make a comic that is a mix of classic and most popular zombie stories. No idea why. OH! Did I ever tell you guys I want to be a comic artist? If not, well I really do! It's my dream! I've been constantly learning how to draw hands and such lately. It's getting tiring... No not really!! XD It's a lot of fun! In fact I want to learn how to draw pirates, because pirates are in my top 10 fantasy favorites!!! Maybe even top 5. Along with elves and Dragons and Fairies <3 <3 <3
   IF I COULD MEET ONE COMIC ARTIST IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSES IT WOULD BE SVETLANA CHMAKOVA!!!! She's my anime goddess!!! My girl crush! (Hahaha! Sounds kind of creepy) But she really is my idol. :3 Her art style amazes me because it looks more real than any anime I've ever seen! That might confuse people just because of the huge eyes, but I mean it's because she makes her characters have unique features. And when the characters cry they don't look drop dead gorgeous! They actually look like people! Puffy eyed and a mess. I mean the other way is fine, but it's nice seeing some realism in the anime world!

   Anyway I could go on for hours about how much I love her art, but I'm certain the world would get bored of reading that... So instead here's a crappy picture!!! Yet another one taken in the car after it rained. You know you would never guess where I live because of the weather lately. O.o But that's okay!!! Because it shouldn't matter to you anyway.
   I just remembered one morning I saw a shooting star!... Never will forget that moment... I was trying to wish that I would graduate with my graduating class, but in my head I kept wishing for a guy to ask someone like me out! So I'm kind of hoping the graduating one happens, because the guy one happened. You know, I haven't told anyone I want to graduate. I mean I know it's obvious that I should want to, but with where I'm heading I doubt I will. So I shall try my best and pray for the best and hope and so on so forth of all the happy hopeful words I can list!! XD

HANGING WITH THE OLD FOLKS!!!

So today I'm cleaning my house, getting ready for the family Easter party, but I have to miss half of it to get ready for the old folks retirement party I signed up to help with. Which means I have to go get six dozen cookies in a few hours!!! DX Oh well. Sometimes the old ones are the fun ones anyway right?! :) So yeah.. I guess I'll post what happened tomorrow. :) Or later today... Anyway have any of you ever read the manga "I Am Here?" It's really cute, and now I want to make a picture blog, and upload a new picture everyday. Shouldn't be too hard. I constantly take pictures. ^+^ Soooo here's picture number one!!!

My friend was driving me home. and the clouds were just too beautiful to resist!!! ^+^
     Have you ever seen the movie Zombieland? I only saw the last 40 minutes and I have to say: I LOVE ?T!!! It made me sooo happy! And if I knew that Emma Stone [?] was in it, I would have watched it a looooooooooooong time ago!!! She is one of my favorite actresses EVAR!! Ever since I saw The Rocker. <3 I wish that Teddy dude would be in more movies (You know the hot guy in the Rocker) Becuase man. He just made me happy. :3 Okay well thanks for reading (If anyone ever reads this)! Because pita-tenten is now SIGNING OFF AND OUT!!

First Ever Entry

    Hi! I'm pita-tenten! I love anime, and manga, and music, and quotes, and.... Well a bunch of stuff!! :) So I have to say this: I'm usually a very fun and hyper person! (Which is funny considering my weight) But to start off today's blog I have to say that it's not starting off well...
    So my ex-boyfriend and I (funny. I had a boyfriend.) Still kind of like each other... And we keep flirting and it's tearing me apart! I mean, I know I shouldn't like him anymore, but it's just so hard. I'm trying to push him away, but I'm trying to keep him close at the same time... I know that it is really stupid, so I'm really trying to have him move on. I've been trying to talk to him less, and that just makes me want to talk to him more... Then he keeps telling me he loves me, and that confuses me even more!!! DX So it's time to move on!!!
   One more thing you should know about me: I love to help anyone.
"Superman is not brave, he's handsome and smart. He's indestructible. You can't be brave and indestructible." -From the movie Angus.

Aahh Sakimichan. Please don't sue me for posting your beautiful art on blogger! I just have to say that I feel like her. She helps other's with their dreams, but no one ever asks her what her dream is.