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Listening to: So Good-Bratz (HAH! I'm a loser)
Watching: Lucky Seven
Playing: HMMM
Eating: Strawberry Chicken (Drools)
Drinking: Propel

   WOO!! I am totally happy!!! I've had a great few days! Unfortunately I forgot to pack for girl's camp which is in two days and I'm supposed to drop off the stuff today.... heheheheheh... OH WELL!! Um... Well there's not really anything to say soooooo.... I'll give you a picture then log off!!! :D Haha

"Life Is What You Make It" Gwen Araujo

Mood: Excited
Feeling: Born Again!
Reading: Text messages
Watching: A Girl Like Me: The Gwen Araujo Story
Drinking: Water
Eating: Left Over Pizza

      "Every day we are born again.
       Every day we are born with the same amount of time.
       Every day...
       Every life we live,
       we have to make it better than the last." -Chloe C.

It's rather depressing. Well much more than depressing. It infuriates me, that people can't accept others for who they are. Things they cannot change... It's terrible that people kill people for such idiot things! I mean what if someone killed Caucasians just for being Caucasians?! It's awful.
   I want to cry for poor Gwen Araujo. Killed for being a woman stuck inside a man. It's almost pathetic that they killed her really. A moment of being scared of the unknown changed many lives for the worse. Of course maybe things are better for Gwen in heaven. Or where ever we go after we die.
   Anyway... Getting off that topic to go to a less depressing one. I love you Dustin!!! <3 Heehee. Just a random shout out to you. :3 Though the more I think about it, the more I realize, was there a point??? O.o Then again who cares right?! A random shout is fun every now and again!! :D Heehee. Or...HAHAHA!!!
   I had two dreams. One of them I was in Junior High again, and it was the last day of school. For some reason I had to fight these huge nanobots! (defeats the purpose of being nano doesn't it?) And they trapped people's pets in the form of Thick DNA strands! So they stole my kitty, and I had to save her, but they replaced her with robotics!!! T^T Poor Tiger!!! Then I grew up and got married to my dream guy, and had a graveyard of cats! :O It was depressing.

Heehee! KitsuneNeko drew my little Ixa!!! <3 <3 <3 THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! <3 <3 <3

   Then my other dream was also in Junior High. I was running from some people with friends, and we were trying to make it to our choir class! So we ran through this weird clock looking village, and this boy hid us in some clock tower. (Ironic that he was my dream guy in this dream too. :P I honestly rarely dream about him.) Then we ran to choir, and I was trying to finish singing fast so I could go look for him, but he came to my choir class!!! O.o It was so cool! :D

Lonely Feelings...

Feeling: Alone...Possibly Lonely. They're very different...
Watching: Regular Show
Playing: Kirby Air Ride
Drinking: Root Beer
Eating: Cocoa Puffs
Listening to: Hallelujah (Foxamoore version)

  I don't think most people realize how sad of a song it really is... It's funny how it matches my mood. I've been feeling alone for some reason. I've had a sleepover everyday this summer so far, so I shouldn't feel alone. Maybe I've just felt like I can't talk to my friends for some reason lately. I know I can though... It's probably because I want to live in a different world than this. A better one. Practically my imagination. It's always sad when you have to come back to reality from a great dream....
   So...I don't want a boyfriend right now. It's pointless. I just want a guy friend to talk to. But unfortunately they're always liars or pigs at this age...A lot of them don't even realize they're pigs! It's terrible. Especially the one that says he's different...He's not different...Just another adolescent boy trying to find his place.... He also finally got his phone back. I don't feel like texting him. Honestly for some reason I don't feel like ever seeing him again. I don't hate him. Just don't want to be around him...
   This summer is a drag so far...I keep thinking that I'll be at school tomorrow, or it's going to go by so fast that I won't even have a summer. It's a pretty fun drag though. I got to see my friends. Plant new flowers in the garden. They're so cute. I want to go talk to them. Not in a creepy way. I just think that if you feel like you can't tell your secrets to anyone, you should tell them to the Earth. Get it out of your system...But I haven't gotten a chance because I'm always with my friends. >.<

  So I wanted to try my hand at a furry. Failed epically! X3 But this is also what my avatar on IMVU looks like kind of. :3 She's very simple. :D Heehee. Not really no. She's super white wearing, but dark skinned. :3 Pretty much I don't feel like explaining her right now...
   Lately I've been wondering why I even have this blog...I mean yeah I use it as a journal, but sometimes I want someone to read it and comment on it...But no one ever does that. :( I doubt anyone reads this...I know my 1 ONE 1 follower doesn't...She's too busy flirting her life away with people she'll probably never even meet....Wow that was nice of me -_- It's true though... Sorry friend... Sigh...We teenagers suck.