Lonely Feelings...

Feeling: Alone...Possibly Lonely. They're very different...
Watching: Regular Show
Playing: Kirby Air Ride
Drinking: Root Beer
Eating: Cocoa Puffs
Listening to: Hallelujah (Foxamoore version)

  I don't think most people realize how sad of a song it really is... It's funny how it matches my mood. I've been feeling alone for some reason. I've had a sleepover everyday this summer so far, so I shouldn't feel alone. Maybe I've just felt like I can't talk to my friends for some reason lately. I know I can though... It's probably because I want to live in a different world than this. A better one. Practically my imagination. It's always sad when you have to come back to reality from a great dream....
   So...I don't want a boyfriend right now. It's pointless. I just want a guy friend to talk to. But unfortunately they're always liars or pigs at this age...A lot of them don't even realize they're pigs! It's terrible. Especially the one that says he's different...He's not different...Just another adolescent boy trying to find his place.... He also finally got his phone back. I don't feel like texting him. Honestly for some reason I don't feel like ever seeing him again. I don't hate him. Just don't want to be around him...
   This summer is a drag so far...I keep thinking that I'll be at school tomorrow, or it's going to go by so fast that I won't even have a summer. It's a pretty fun drag though. I got to see my friends. Plant new flowers in the garden. They're so cute. I want to go talk to them. Not in a creepy way. I just think that if you feel like you can't tell your secrets to anyone, you should tell them to the Earth. Get it out of your system...But I haven't gotten a chance because I'm always with my friends. >.<

  So I wanted to try my hand at a furry. Failed epically! X3 But this is also what my avatar on IMVU looks like kind of. :3 She's very simple. :D Heehee. Not really no. She's super white wearing, but dark skinned. :3 Pretty much I don't feel like explaining her right now...
   Lately I've been wondering why I even have this blog...I mean yeah I use it as a journal, but sometimes I want someone to read it and comment on it...But no one ever does that. :( I doubt anyone reads this...I know my 1 ONE 1 follower doesn't...She's too busy flirting her life away with people she'll probably never even meet....Wow that was nice of me -_- It's true though... Sorry friend... Sigh...We teenagers suck.