Mood: Slaphappy
Listening to: Only Love Can Break Your Heart-Amilia K Spicer (or the Corrs)
Eating: Chocolate muffin
Drinking: Fruit Juice <3
Playing: Kirby Air Ride
Reading: Chibi Vampire
Thinking: School....Must...Finish....Last 3 Days
So last time I started talking about that imaginary guy, and honestly if he was real, I wouldn't care if he could play the guitar or not. I mean it would be cool if he could play an instrument or sing, but in reality who cares? You fall in love with who you fall in love with. (Please try and keep it legal ^+^).
Lately I've been wondering if I'm doomed to fall in love with a guy older than me. I mean twelve years older than me. My mother did, I think my grandmother almost did. Then are my kids going to be twelve years apart? My brother and I are. Then I think my oldest brother and youngest of my older sister are. :/ What an odd predicament.... Hm...
So online I've been talking to older guys a lot lately (danger alert!!!) and they're pretty cool. One of them is named Jesus!!! Not Hey-zues, literally Jesus. How awesome is that right?! I just think that's so epic!! <3 <3 <3 Then another one is in the Navy. He makes me super happy. :) Well they all make me happy, and giggly. I mean seriously. Friends are supposed to make you happy right?
Which brings me to my next point. Since I haven't been saying anything, you people probably don't know that my best friend was pissing me off for almost this whole year. :( Now she's not. I mean I don't know if it was her, or if I was just being stupid.... Oh and I've decided that I no longer like him, or want anything to do with him (well romantically. He's still a cool friend. ^+^) It just caused too much drama, and I was tired of feeling sad. Plus as I'm pretty sure I said last time, every time I thought of him, I thought of that boy that probably doesn't exist...
Oh yeah. My mother yelled at me and called me an a**hole yesterday. For not cleaning up something that I didn't even know was out! Honestly though she wasn't in the wrong so I can't be mad at her. I think I've only been mad at her once. I felt bad because she looked so tired yesterday. :( And there wasn't really anything I could do for her so....
So I'm using the school's computer for today's entry and this is the only thing I could upload. I don't really even get it, but you can make your own story if you feel like it. :)
Three days of school left... I can make it! I CAN MAKE IT!!!! XD You know if anyone actually does read this, please leave a comment or something. I don't like this lonely feeling for this poor blog. :(

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